bulubebek… the damn virus that makes my life miserable. The name itself sounds irritating. It attacked almost all the PCs in the MicroP Lab, and on the day we’re having Lab Test!!! There are two more Lab Tests to be done… what am I going to do? And because of that damn virus I lost my 10++Gb = 2 years of I-considered-myself-a-very-hardworking works… Aaaaaaarrrrrgggghhh!!!

P.S. I Love You

Their plan had been very simple. To stay together for the rest of their lives. A plan that anyone within their circle would agree was accomplishable. They were best friends, lovers and soul mates destined to be together, everyone thought. But as it happened, one day destiny greedily changed its mind. (Excerpt from P.S. I Love You by Cecilia Ahern)

It started with the bedside lamp, karaoke, quitting the job, the holiday and finally the last letter…

Dear Holly, I don’t have much time. I don’t mean literally, I mean you’re out buying ice cream and you’ll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn’t to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It’s to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful… literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you’re sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you’ll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I’m a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I’m just one chapter in yours. There’ll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don’t be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you

It’s such a tear jerker movie and yet a beautiful and heart-felt story. I love the songs, especially the song that Holly sang her heart out for Gerry. I love that karaoke scene the most. The song was called Love You ‘Til the End by The Pogues. It’s captivating…~~~

So now, alone or not, you’ve got a walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we’re all alone, then we’re all together in that too. ~Patricia, Holly’s mother.

Aawwh… I’m loving it. I guess the next time I’m in Harris I’ll just grab the novel and head straight to the cashier counter without any hesitation.

P.S… Guess what?

Apr

03

This semester has been such a frantic life to me. I guess I’m just a terrible time manager. I become more frenetic as the workload increases. It’s just my nature to finish all the works in one go by multitasking, but that is way too impossible. If only the BRL could have 10 workstations and work in parallel, then no more ramblings aaargh…!!! I better have a coffee-break…

p.s. i want a butler like Rihito-sama~~~

I finally got my Starbucks Coffee Malaysia 10th Anniversary Limited Edition 2009 Planner Diary wahahaha… loving it…

I’ve been tagged by Cousin Bee! It sounds interesting that I should give it a try haha… it’s been so long huh lil’ bluebell… I was lost but now I’m back… whatever..

And so it begins…

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal/blog.

so here’s the results!

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?
Closer by Kings of Leon
(Who would say that? ahahaha…)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Right Here (Departed) by Brandy
(…
When you feel your heart’s guarded
And you see the break started
When the clouds have all departed
You’ll be right here with me

Hmmm…)

3. What do you like in a girl?
Till the Sun Comes Up by Miss Eighty6
(This is the song from the Gossip Girl. Song for the ladies I guess… ;p)

4. How do you feel today?
Rose by Anna Tsuchiya
(The Opening theme for fave anime Nana…
I’m a broken rose
Oooo I’m so punk emo today… hell yeah!)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Switchback by Celldweller
(I love this song. I think it suits my life’s purpose… Switchback!)

6. What is your motto?
Superhuman by Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson
(Ya… I wish I could be that superhuman…)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Our Time Now by Plain White T’s
(Really? Maybe it’s really Our Time Now kukukukuku…)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Situasi by BunkFace
(What??? *blank*)

9. What do you think about very often?
Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
(I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke from this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here

So if you’re asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
When you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made
I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
When you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are

Sometimes I wish I could just leave out all the rest…)

10. What is 2 + 2?
The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls
(Yeehaa… math is the great escape!!!)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
The Queen and I by Gym Class Heroes
(Haha you’re the Queen and I’m the Princess… ;p)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
不能说的秘密 by 周杰伦 (Jay Chou)
(Ssshhh… it’s a secret never to be told…ahahahaha)

13. What is your life story?
Moan by Cute is What We Aim For
(I was wishing for the Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron and Wine…)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Swing, Swing by The All-American Rejects
(Yeah, kind of… I want to be an architect…)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
You Are Not Alone by Saosin
(Ya ya ya…;p)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Stay Close, Don’t Go by Secondhand Serenade
(Oowh… that’s romantic… well what do you expect from SS… ;p)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Cry by Rihanna
(Haha that comes out almost perfectly… but the lyric is not so so suitable for a funeral though… *wink*)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Time Stands Still by The All-American Rejects
(Hmmm… I am still wondering…)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Trouble Is A Friend by Lenka
(Absolutely agreed… Trouble is a foe!!!)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Forever by Papa Roach
(Maybe it’s just me…)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Doushite Kimi Wo Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou by DBSK
(… I love my friends…)

22. What will you post this as?
Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park
(Hmmm… an ending will have a new beginning, and even with such a dramatic change, we still have to live our lives… not bad as the title for this post… ;p)

Happy New Year 2009… may this year will bring us good luck and happiness…

… that things will get better from now on. Hmmm… that sounds depressing… :p

I’ve been listening to these songs over and over again…

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron and Wine.mp3
This song appears in the Twilight Original Motion Picture Soundtrack. In the movie itself, it was played towards the end of the movie, the dancing scene… This song simply take my breathe away…

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy.mp3
This song is used in one of Cousin Bee’s makeup tutorials video collection in her fab iPod Touchy. I love the way Alison sang the song, it’s haunting, depressing and yet so beautiful.

Love Story - Taylor Swift.mp3
First single from Swift’s latest album “Fearless”. Hmmmmm……….


Christmas is here
Its a wonderful time of the year
Christmas is here
Christmas is here
Its a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful time of the year
… [Christmas Is Here by Donna Summer]

The largest Christmas tree in One Borneo Hypermall

The largest Christmas tree in One Borneo Hypermall

Santa\'s castle?

Santa's castle?